Day two

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Opening mantra

What is the first thing I think about while unfolding the mat? What is my last thought before chanting the opening mantra? Well, obviously it depends, but sometimes they match. Both yesterday and today those thoughts have been that novelty blends with reunion, and that this new beginning is very similar to a return home.

Despite a practical life that becomes more difficult and treacherous day after day, I have plenty of reasons and people to be happy... so l find myself starting the practice with a smile. A grateful one.

Way too mushy, in retrospect...

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